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Mind Game
Christine Feehan
Excerpt
Chapter One
"She's obviously not cooperating again," Dr. Whitney
grumbled and scribbled fiercely in his notebook, clearly
somewhere between total exasperation and
frustration. "Don't let her have her toys again, until she
decides to work. I've had enough of her nonsense."
The nurse hesitated. "Doctor, that isn't a good idea
with Dahlia. She can be very…" She paused, clearly
searching for the right word. "Difficult."
That caught his attention. He looked up from his papers,
the impatience on his face fading to interest. "You're
afraid of her, Milly. She's four years old and you're
afraid of her. Why?" There was more than scientific
interest in his tone. There was eagerness.
The nurse continued to watch the child through the glass
window. The little girl had shiny black hair, thick and
long and falling down her back in an unkept, untidy mass.
She sat on the floor rocking back and forth, clutching a
small blanket to her and moaning softly. Pitifully.
Continually. Her eyes were enormous, as black as midnight
and as penetrating as steel. Milly Duboune winced visibly
and looked away when the child turned those black, too old
eyes in her direction.
"She can't see us through the glass," Dr. Whitney
pointed out.
"She knows we're here." The nurse dropped her voice to a
whisper. "She's dangerous, Doctor. No one wants to work
with her. She won't let us brush her hair or tell her to go
to bed and we can't punish her."
Dr. Whitney lifted an eyebrow, sheer arrogance crossing
his face. "You're all that afraid of this child? Why wasn't
I informed?"
Milly hesitated. Fear was clearly etched on her
face. "We knew you'd demand more from her. You have no idea
what you'd unleash. You don't pay any attention to them
after you make your demands. She's in terrible pain. We
don't blame her when she throws her tantrums. Ever since
you insisted we separate the children, many are showing
signs of extreme discomfort or, as in Dahlia's case, a high
level of pain. She can't eat or sleep properly. She's too
sensitive to light and sound. She's losing weight. Her
pulse is too rapid, her heart-rate up all the time. She
cries even in her sleep. Not a child's cry, but a cry of
pain. Nothing we've tried has helped."
"There's no reason for her to be in pain," Dr. Whitney
snapped. "All of you coddle those children. They have a
purpose, a much bigger purpose than you can imagine. Go
back in there and tell her if she doesn't cooperate, I'll
take all of the toys and her blanket away from her."
"Not her blanket, Dr. Whitney, it's all she clings to.
It's all the comfort she has." The nurse shook her head
hard and stepped back from the window. "If you want that
blanket, you go take it away from her yourself."
Dr. Whitney studied the desperation in the woman's eyes
with clinical detachment. He indicated for the nurse to
reenter the room. "See if you can coax her to cooperate.
What does she want the most?"
"To be put back in the same room with either Lily or
Flame."
"Iris. The child's name is Iris not Flame. Don't indulge
her personality simply because she has red hair. She
already is more trouble than she's worth with that temper
of hers. The last thing we want is for Iris and this one,"
he indicated the dark haired little girl, "together. Go
tell her she can spend time with Lily if what she does
pleases me."
Milly took a deep breath and pushed open the door to the
small room. The doctor flicked a switch so he could hear
the conversation between the adult and the little girl.
"Dahlia? Look at me, honey," the nurse wheedled. "I have
a surprise for you. Dr. Whitney said if you do something
really good for him, you can spend time with Lily. Would
you like that? To spend the rest of the evening with Lily?"
Dahlia clutched the raggedy blanket to her and nodded
her head, her eyes solemn. The nurse knelt beside her and
reached out her hand to smooth Dahlia's hair away from her
face. Immediately the little girl ducked, clearly unafraid,
simply avoiding physical contact with her. Milly sighed and
dropped her hand. "Okay, Dahlia. Try something with one of
the balls. See if you can do something with them."
Dahlia turned her head and looked directly at the doctor
through the one-way glass. "Why does that man stare at us
all the time? What does he want?" She sounded more adult
than child and she looked like a young witch with too-old
eyes.
"He wants to see if you can do anything special," the
nurse answered.
"I don't like him."
"You don't have to like him, Dahlia. You just have to
show him what you can do. You know you have all sorts of
wonderful tricks you can do."
"It hurts when I do them."
"Where does it hurt?" The nurse glanced at the glass
too, a small frown beginning to form.
"In my head. It hurts all the time in my head and I
can't make it go away. Lily and Flame make it go away."
"Just do something for the doctor and you can spend all
evening with Lily."
Dahlia sat silent for a moment, still rocking, her
fingers curled tightly in the blanket. Behind the one-way
glass, Dr. Whitney sucked in his breath and scribbled
across the page of his notebook hastily, intrigued by the
child's demeanor. She was clearly weighing the advantages
and disadvantages and making a judgment at her young age.
Finally she nodded, as if bestowing a great favor on the
nurse.
Without further argument, Dahlia placed her small hand
over one ball and began to make small circles above it. Dr.
Whitney leaned close to the glass to study the lines of
concentration on her face. The ball began to spin on the
floor then rose beneath her hand. She transferred the ball
to her index finger, keeping it spinning a few inches above
the floor in an amazing display of her phenomenal ability
to control the ball with her mind. A second sphere joined
the first in the air beneath her tiny palm, both spinning
madly like tops. The task appeared almost effortless.
Dahlia seemed to be concentrating, but not wholly. She
glanced at the nurse and then at the glass, looking nearly
bored. She held the balls spinning in the air for a minute
or two.
Abruptly she let her hand fall, clapping both hands over
her head, pressing her palms tightly against her temples.
The balls fell to the ground. Her face was pale, white
lines around her mouth.
Dr. Whitney swore softly and flicked a second
switch. "Have her do it again. This time with as many balls
as she can handle. I want the action sustained this time so
I can time her."
"She can't, doctor, she's in pain," Milly protested. "We
have to take her to Lily. It's the only thing that will
help her."
"She's only saying that so she can get her way. How
could Lily or Iris take her pain away? That's just
ridiculous, they're children. If she wants to see Lily she
can repeat the experiment and try a little harder."
There was a small silence. The little girl's face
darkened. Her eyes grew pitch black. She stared fiercely at
the glass. "He's a bad man," she told the nurse. "A very
bad man." The glass began to fracture into a fine spider's
web. There were at least ten balls of varying size on the
floor near the child. All of them began to spin madly in
the air before slamming again and again against the window.
Glass fragments broke off and rained onto the floor. Chips
flew wildly in the air, choking the space until it appeared
to be snowing glass.
The nurse screamed and ran from the small room, slamming
the door behind her. The walls swelled outward with the
terrible rage on the child's face. The door rocked on its
hinges. Flames raced up the wall, circled the door jam,
bright crackling orange and red, spreading like a storm.
Everything that could move was picked up from the floor and
spun as if in the center of a tornado.
Through it all, Whitney stood watching, mesmerized by
the power of the childish tantrum. He didn't even move when
the glass cut his face and blood ran down into the collar
of his immaculate shirt.
Dr. Lily Whitney-Miller snapped off the video and turned
to face the small group of men who had been watching the
tape with the same mesmerized enthrallment the doctor in
the film had exhibited. She took a deep breath and let it
out slowly. It was always hard to watch her father behaving
in such a monstrous fashion. No matter how often she viewed
the tapes of his work, she could not equate that man with
the man who had been so loving to her. "That, gentlemen,
was Dahlia at age four," she announced. "She would be a
couple of years younger than me now and she's the one I
believe I've located."
There was an awed silence. "She was that powerful at the
age of four? A four year old child?" Captain Ryland Miller
put his arm around his wife to comfort her, knowing how she
felt when she delved into the experiments her father had
performed. He stared at the picture of the black-haired
child on the screen. "What else do you have on her, Lily?"
"I've found more tapes. These are of a young woman being
given advanced training as some kind of field operative.
I'm convinced it's Dahlia. My father's code is different in
these books and the subject under training is referred to
as Novelty White. I didn't get it at first, but my father
called each of the missing girls he experimented on by the
name of a flower. Dahlia is often referred to as a novelty.
I think he interchanges the name Dahlia with Novelty in
these experiments. These tapes cover preteens and teen
years. She's an exceptional young woman, high IQ, very
talented, tremendous psychic ability but the tapes are
difficult to watch because she is wide open to assault from
the outside world and no one has taught her how to protect
herself."
"How could she possibly exist in the outside world
without being taught shields?" One of the men sitting in
the shadows asked. Lily turned her head to look at him,
sighing as she did so. Nicolas Trevane always seemed to be
in the shadows and he was one of the GhostWalkers who made
her nervous. He sat in such stillness he seemed to blend in
with his surroundings, yet when he went into action, he
exploded, moving so fast he seemed to blur. He was raised
for part of his childhood on a reservation with his
father's people and then spent ten years in Japan with his
mother's people. His face never seemed to give anything
away. His black eyes were flat and cold and frightened her
almost as much as the fact that he was a sniper, a renowned
marksman capable of the most deadly and secret of missions.
Lily bowed her head to avoid looking into his icy
eyes. "I don't know, Nico. I have fewer answers now than I
did a few months ago. I'm still having trouble making
myself understand how my father could have experimented on
children and then again on all of you. As for this poor
girl, this child he virtually tortured, if I'm reading
these notes correctly, she was eventually trained as a
government operative and I think its possible they're still
using her."
"That's not possible, Lily," Ryland objected. "You saw
what happened to us when we tried to operate without an
anchor. You said your father had tried using pulses of
electricity on all of you. You know the results of that.
Brain bleeds, acute pain. Strokes. It just isn't possible.
She'd go insane. The experiment Dr. Whitney conducted
opened all our brains leaving us without barriers or our
natural filters. We're grown men, already trained, yet
you're talking about a child trying to cope with impossible
demands."
"It should have driven her over the edge," Lily agreed.
She held up the notebook. "I've discovered a private
sanitarium in Louisiana that the Whitney trusts owns. It is
run by the Sisters of Mercy. And it has one patient. A
young woman." She looked at her husband. "Her name is
Dahlia Le Blanc."
"You aren't going to tell me your father bought out a
religious organization," Raoul 'Gator' Fontenet protested.
He hastily crossed himself. "I won't believe nuns could
possibly be a part of Whitney's cover-up."
Lily smiled at him. "Actually, Gator, I think the nuns
are fictitious as is the sanitarium. I think it's really a
front to hide Dahlia from the world. As the sole director
of all the trusts, I was able to dig fairly deep and it
seems she's really the only patient and aside from the
trust picking up all her bills, she has a sizable trust in
her name with regular deposits. The deposits coincide with
entries seemingly indicating my father had become
suspicious she was being used as an operative for the
United States government. Apparently he allowed her to be
trained and then when he realized it was too difficult for
her, he moved her to the sanitarium and, as always, when
things went wrong, he left her without following up." There
was an edge of bitterness to her voice. "I think my father
tried to create a safe place for her there, just as he
created this house for me."
Ryland bent his head to Lily's, his chin rubbing the top
of her sable hair. "Your father was a brilliant man, Lily.
He had to learn about love, it wasn't shown to him as a
child." It was a refrain he reminded her of often since it
had come to light that not only had Dr. Whitney
experimented on Lily, removing the filters from her brain
in order to enhance psychic ability, but that she wasn't
his biological child as he'd led her to believe, but one of
many children he'd 'bought' from foreign orphanages.
There was another silence. Tucker Addison whistled
softly. He was a tall, stocky man with dark skin, brown
eyes and an engaging smile. "You did it, Lily. You actually
found her. And she's a GhostWalker like all of us."
"Before we get too excited, I think you all should watch
some of the other training tapes I found. Each of these is
labeled Novelty." She signaled to her husband to press play
on the machine to start the video running.
Lily found herself holding her breath. She was certain
the child Novelty and Dahlia were one and the
same. "According to the records, Novelty, is eight years
old here." The child's hair was thick and as black as a
raven's wing. She wore it carelessly braided and the braid
hung to her waist in a thick rope. Her face was delicate,
matching the rest of her and the thick hair seemed to
overpower her. "I'm certain this is the same child. Look at
her face. Her eyes are the same." Lily felt the child was
hiding from the world behind the mass of silken strands.
She looked exotic, her origins, Asian. Like all the missing
girls, Dr. Whitney had adopted her from a foreign country
and brought her to his laboratory to enhance her natural
psychic abilities.
In the video, the little girl was on a balance beam. She
didn't walk carefully. She didn't even look down. She ran
across it as if it was a wide sidewalk instead of a narrow
piece of gymnastics equipment. She didn't hesitate at the
end of the beam, but did a flip off of it, landing on her
feet still running without breaking stride. She was far too
small to leap up and catch the bars over her head, but she
didn't seem to notice. She launched herself skyward, her
hands outstretched, her small body tucked as she connected
with the bars and swung over them with ease.
A collective gasp told Lily the men were all watching.
She let the tape play through. All the while the little
girl performed amazing skills. At times the child laughed
aloud, bringing home to them the fact that she was alone in
the room with only the cameras catching her incredible
performance. Lily waited for the end of the tape and the
reaction it would bring. As many times as she viewed it,
she could not believe what she was seeing.
The child went up and over a two story high cargo net
and then raced across the floor toward the last obstacle. A
cable stretched across the length of the room, sagging in
the middle, several feet above ground level. Novelty stared
at the cable as she ran, concentration apparent on her
face. The cable began to stiffen and by the time she leapt
onto the steel wire woven into a thick rope, there was no
sag what-so-ever in the middle, allowing her to run lightly
across it to the end and jump off laughing.
There was another silence when Ryland switched off the
tape. "Can any of you do that?"
The men shook their heads. "How did she do it?"
"She has to be manipulating energy. We all do it to a
much smaller extent," Lily said. "She's able to take it a
step further and at little expense to herself. I'm willing
to bet that she's generating an anti-gravitational field to
levitate the cable. It could be done by psychokinetically
converting the underside of the cable into a
superconductor, and applying the Li-Podkletnov technique of
spinning the nuclei in the atoms of the underside to
generate a sufficiently powerful anti-grav field to lift
it. And that would explain how she just danced across it as
if she were floating!" Lily turned to look at the men, her
eyes alight with excitement. "She was floating! Her own
weight was reduced to almost nothing by the same anti-grav
field."
"Lily," Ryland shook his head. "You're doing it again.
Try speaking normal English."
"I'm sorry. I get carried away when I'm excited," Lily
admitted. "It's just so incredible. I've been scouring the
research literature and what's amazing to me is that she's
doing with her mind what a couple of scientists are only
beginning to be able to do in labs: generate anti-gravity.
Only she does it much better, and she seems to be able to
generate anti-gravity whenever she likes. She turns it on
and off in a way that the scientists aren't even close to
at this point. Plus scientists, and I as well, would give
anything to know how she is doing it at room temperature.
They currently need to lower the temperature to several
hundred degrees below zero in order to create their
superconductors."
"Anti-gravity?" Gator echoed, "isn't that just a little
far-fetched?"
"And what we do, isn't?" Nicolas asked.
"Well, actually I thought so at first too," Lily
conceded. "But if, like me, you've watched these tapes
several hundred times, you begin to notice little details.
Here, let's rewind it to where she's crossing the cable.
Now let's watch it in slow motion. See? Right there when
the cable starts to straighten out?" She touched the screen
to indicate where they should look. "Look here, at the
ceiling above the cable - see that electrical wire
connecting the two overhead lights? Look, it's moved up,
about half an inch! Do you see that? And then it falls back
right when Dahlia jumps off the other end of the cable.
That's exactly what you'd expect to see if there was an
anti-grav field extending upward from the cable."
Lily pointed to the image of the young girl frozen on
the screen. "Look at her, she's laughing, not grabbing her
head in pain." She snapped in another tape. "In this one,
she moves locks so fast, at first I thought a machine had
to be involved." The tape showed a huge vault with a
complex lock system. The bolts slid so fast, the tumblers
spun and clicked as if a large pattern was predetermined.
The camera had focused completely on the heavy door so that
it wasn't until they heard a child's laughter as the door
swung open that they even realized Dahlia was there, the
one opening locks with her mind.
Lily regarded the men. "Isn't that incredible? She never
even touched the vault. I considered a few theories -
clairaudition for one, but I just couldn't account for the
sheer speed with which she opened the vault. Finally it hit
me. She was directly intuiting and taking pleasure in the
state of lowest entropy in the tumbler-lever system of the
vault!"
Lily looked so triumphant Ryland hated to crush her
joy. "Sweetheart, I'm so excited for you. Really, I am.
It's just that I didn't understand a damn thing you said."
He looked around the room with a raised eyebrow. The other
men shook their heads.
She tapped her finger on the table, frowning. "All
right, let's see if I can come up with a way to explain it
to you. You know those movies where the burglars put their
stethoscope up against the safe as they're turning the
dial?"
"Sure," Gator said. "I watch that stuff all the time.
They're listening for the tumblers to click into place."
"Not exactly, Gator," Lily denied. "They're actually
listening for a drop in the amount of sound. You're hearing
clicking with each number you pass, and then you hear just
a little less clicking when one of the tumblers has fallen
into place. That's why I first thought of clairaudition,
which as you know, is like clairvoyance, seeing things at a
distance in your mind, but this would be hearing things at
a distance in your mind."
"But you don't think that's what she's doing there?"
Nicolas asked.
Lily shook her head. "No, I had to throw that
explanation out. I couldn't get it to explain her
incredible speed. Plus, I found out that the vault in the
videotape-like most safes made since the 1960's, has all
kinds of safeguards like nylon tumblers and sound baffles
that make them pretty much impenetrable from lock-picking
of this sort."
"So Dahlia doesn't do it through sound," Nicolas said.
"No, she doesn't," Lily agreed. "I was stumped for a
while. But in the middle of the night a much simpler
explanation occurred to me; she literally 'feels' each
lever falling into place. But there's more. I think she has
an emotional distaste for entropy in systems that gives her
speed."
"You've lost me again, Lily," Ryland said.
"Sorry. The second law of thermodynamics says that the
amount of entropy, or disorder, in the universe, tends to
increase unless it is hindered from doing so. You can see
the second law in action in everywhere. A vase breaks into
pieces. You never see a bunch of pieces assemble themselves
into a vase. Left to itself, a house always gets dustier,
never cleaner. And tumblers, because they're spring-loaded
always spring out of place, not into place, when left to
themselves. That's the second law of thermodynamics in
action-disorder keeps increasing if things are left to
themselves. The closest I can figure it is that Dahlia is a
part of nature that runs counter to the second law. In
other words she loves order and despises entropy."
"That's true of a lot of people. Rosa is a nut about the
house being tidy," Gator said, referring to their
housekeeper. "And her kitchen has to be just so. We don't
dare move anything around."
Lily nodded. "That's true, but with Dahlia it runs much
deeper. Because she's psychic, she actually takes pleasure
when she intuits the tumblers falling into place. It's
because she's doing her lock-picking at the level of
feeling and intuition, motivated by pleasure that gives her
speed. Think of how quickly we take our hand off a hot
stove when we start to feel pain, or how the knee jerks up
when you hit it with a hammer. These are reflexive
responses; they don't involve any thinking, which is a good
thing for that hot hand, because thinking is much slower."
"I can open small locks," Ryland admitted. He glanced at
Nicolas. "You can too. But I admit, I'm definitely thinking
about it. I have to concentrate."
"And neither of us can open locks on that scale or at
that speed," Nicolas denied. His gaze remained riveted to
the screen. "She's amazing."
"I'd have to agree, Nico," Lily said. "So as near as I
can tell, she's psychokinetically moving the tumblers into
place in the same kind of reflexive fashion. It doesn't get
slowed down by her thinking mind; she's just getting
instantly rewarded by a jolt of pleasure from her nervous
system every time she moves one of the tumblers into place.
And when all the tumblers are in place… well, that's why
she laughed with such exuberance when the door swung open.
That was the real rush for her." She swallowed and looked
away from them. "I'm that same way with mathematical
patterns. My mind continually has to work on them and I get
a rush when the patterns all click into place."
Nicolas whistled softly. "I can see why the government
would want her working for them."
Lily stiffened. "She's still a child who deserved a
childhood. She should have been playing with toys."
Nicolas turned his head slowly, looked at her with his
cold black eyes. "That's exactly what she appears to be
doing, Lily. Playing with toys. You're angry with your
father and rightly so. But he tried to do for this child
what he did for you. Your brain had to work on mathematical
problem and patterns all the time, this girl required a
different type of work, but she obviously needed it just as
much. Why wasn't she adopted out?" His voice was flat,
almost a monotone, but it carried weight and authority. He
never raised his voice, but he was always heard.
Lily repressed a shiver. "Maybe I'm too close to the
problem," she agreed. "And you very well could be right.
She does seem to be able to do all this without pain. I'd
like to know why. Even now, with all the work I've done,
the exercises to make myself stronger, I still get violent
headaches if I use telepathy too much."
"But you maybe weren't a natural telepathic. You have
other talents that are amazing. When I use telepathy, it
doesn't bother me at all," Nicolas said.
"Lily, you said the tapes of the child were difficult to
watch," Tucker pointed out, "but she seems fine in that
one."
Lily nodded. "The tapes involving operative training
were difficult for me to watch. This one you're about to
see really covers both her tremendous skills, how dangerous
she can be and the cost of her gifts."
The hallway depicted on the screen was very narrow, an
obvious maze set up by to represent various rooms in a
house. A dozen other rooms were seen as smaller images
along the left side of the screen. A small black-haired
woman came into view, stalking silently along the wall. She
took several steps into the maze and stopped. She seemed to
be listening or concentrating internally. The watchers
could see a large man crouched behind a curtain in one of
the rooms and a second man in the beams along the ceiling
waiting in ambush almost directly above the first man.
The woman was tiny, her black hair straight and shiny,
swept back in a careless ponytail. She wore dark clothes
and moved with graceful, almost fluid stealthy steps. When
she stilled, she seemed to become part of the shadows, a
vague, blurred image, so slight as to be a part of the
wall. The watchers blinked several times to keep her in
focus.
"She's able to blur her image enough to trick anyone
watching," Ryland said in awe. "That would be useful for us
to learn."
"The focus and concentration required is incredible,"
Lily pointed out. "But it's costing her. She's rubbed her
temples twice and if you look closely at her face, she's
already sweating. She obviously can feel the emotions of
those waiting to attack her. I observed her training in
martial arts. She was reading the mind of her opponent,
anticipating everything he did before he did it. She
utilizes her psychic abilities as well as her physical
ones."
"She's not armed," Nicolas pointed out.
"No, but she doesn't need to be," Lily assured.
They watched the woman called Novelty continue
unerringly to the right room, not even bothering to check
the various empty rooms between her and the two men waiting
to ambush her. She trusted her instincts and her highly
evolved psychic senses.
"She's so damned small," Gator said. "She looks like a
child. She can't weigh in at a hundred pounds."
"Maybe," said Lily, " but watch her. She's lethal."
The woman moved with confidence until she was against
the wall nearest where one man crouched behind the curtains
covering the opening to a closet. "She's laying her hand
against the wall, almost as if she's feeling for
something," Lily said. "Energy perhaps? Could she be that
sensitive? Could a human being's energy pass through the
wall in sufficient force to allow her to feel his presence,
or is she reading his thoughts?"
Novelty stepped back from the wall in total silence, but
remained staring at it for several minutes, slowly sweeping
her gaze upward as if she could see the ceiling in the
other room as well. The walls slowly blackened. Smoke
poured into the hall. Angry flames leapt through the wall
to the inside of the room and raced up toward the ceiling,
reaching hungrily for both men. Almost immediately the
entire room was engulfed in flames triggering a sprinkler
system. It was the only thing that saved the two ambushers
from a terrible death.
"She generates heat," Ian McGillicuddy said. He was a
giant of a man, with wide shoulders and a heavy muscular
body. His dark brown eyes were fixed on the screen watching
the flames in awe. "I wouldn't mind that particular gift."
"Or curse," Nicolas interjected.
Ian nodded. "Or curse," he agreed.
The young woman slipped from the house and moved back
into the trees, pressing both hands to her head. She sank
to her knees, fell backward and went immediately into a
violent seizure. The cameras remained focused on her as
blood trickled from her mouth. It was several seconds
before she lay unmoving on the ground.
Ryland swore and turned away. His gaze collided with
Nicolas'. They stared at one another for a long moment of
understanding.
Lily paused the tape, leaving the distressing picture of
the woman lying in a heap on the ground. "What's causing
this pain? I've checked through my father's notes and
viewed the other training tapes. Every tape where she's
left completely alone she is able to perform all sorts of
incredible and nearly unbelievable feats, but if there is a
human being close by, she suffers tremendous pain and often
passes out."
"Emotions swamping her?" Gator guessed. "With no anchor
she's left wide open to all the emotions. The men in the
room would have been scared and angry and feeling betrayed
by their handlers. I would imagine they didn't like being
put in the position of nearly being roasted alive."
"Maybe," Lily mused, " but I think it's more complicated
than what we go through. I'm not certain she reads
emotions, or at least not how most of us function."
Nicolas stared at the screen for a long time, studying
the image of the unconscious woman. "She didn't sense the
presence of her adversaries in the way we do, did she? It
isn't emotions, it's something else."
"I think it could be energy," Lily said. "My father
didn't understand about anchors, not really. When he first
performed the experiment on all of us children, he thought
we just had close friendships. He didn't understand that
some of us trapped the overload of emotion away from the
others allowing them to function. Novelty, or Dahlia, is
not an anchor, she needs one in order to function without
pain. If you notice, in the majority of the training tapes,
she's alone. They built a home for her, much like my home
was built for me, and she was shielded from people. Dr.
Whitney believed she could read minds in the same way many
of us can and he thought he was shielding her from
emotions."
"You're getting all this from his notes?" Ryland
asked. "How dangerous does he say she is?"
Lily shrugged. "He's talked about necessity of removing
her from society several times, yet he continued to allow
this training to take place. I studied the tapes as he must
have, and she doesn't attack unless she believes she is
forced to defend herself. So certainly, during her teenage
years, she's gained some semblance of control over her
abilities."
Lily put on the remaining tapes, one after the other.
She had watched them already, the heartbreaking scenes of
the woman she was certain was the missing Dahlia doing
martial arts, anticipating every move before it was made,
defeating every opponent in spite of her small size and
lack of weight, but inevitably collapsing in heap of muscle
spasms, retching stomach, and blood trickling from her
mouth and even her ears at times. She never cried out, she
merely rocked back and forth, pressing her hands to her
head before her ultimate collapse. The tapes depicted
training that could possibly be used for undercover work,
and each time the woman called Novelty ended up the same
way, curled up in a ball in the fetal position.
Watching it made Lily sick. Once her father discovered
Dahlia couldn't work under the conditions they were
expecting, he should have pulled her from the training
immediately. Unfortunately, she always performed the given
task before she collapsed. Remembering the earlier tapes of
the stubborn and vengeful child in the laboratory, Lily
wondered what they held over her head to get her to work
for them when she was so clearly strong willed enough to
refuse.
Instead of watching the tapes she watched the reactions
of the men. She wanted to send the most sympathetic after
Dahlia. The woman had suffered trauma for years. She needed
the safety of the Whitney home with the protection of the
thick walls and a compassionate and kind-hearted staff all
of whom had natural barriers so they couldn't project
emotions to the GhostWalker team. Her father had provided
the safe house for her and she had, in turn, chosen to
share it with the men her father had experimented on.
Lily looked at their faces and for the first time felt
the urge to laugh. Why had she thought she'd be able to
read them? They hid their thoughts behind expressionless
masks. They were well trained in the military, each of them
receiving special training long before they were ever
recruited for duty in the GhostWalker squad.
She waited until the last tape had been played and the
impact on the men was the most profound. Dahlia Le Blanc
was the kind of woman most men would want to protect. Very
small, very slight with enormous sad eyes and flawless
skin. She looked a doll with her skin and eyes and wealth
of jet-black hair. Lily knew Dahlia needed help, a
tremendous amount of help, to adjust to living in the world
again. She was determined to give Dahlia everything Dr.
Whitney had failed to provide. A home, a sanctuary, people
she could call family and count on. It wouldn't be easy to
convince Dahlia to come back to the very place where the
original damage had been done to her.
Ryland swept his arm around Lily and bent his head to
hers. "You have tears in your eyes."
"Everyone else should too," Lily said and blinked
rapidly. "My father took away her life, Ryland. No one
would adopt her and give her a home. No one could adopt
her. I don't even know if we can help her. And why would
she trust me?"
"I'll go after her," Nicolas said suddenly.
Unexpectedly. And unwanted.
Lily tried not to gape in horror. She took a deep breath
and let it out. "You just came back from the Congo, Nico. I
know it wasn't pleasant. You need rest, not another
mission. I can't ask you to go."
"You didn't ask me, Lily." His black eyes pinned her.
Held her. "And you wouldn't ask me, but it doesn't matter.
I'm an anchor and I can handle her. I'm here and I'm on
extended leave. I'll go."
Lily wanted to protest but couldn't think of reasons to
stop him. It annoyed her that she was so transparent that
Nicolas could see she was uneasy around him. It wasn't that
she didn't like him, but he frightened her with his too
cold eyes and his implacable resolve. It didn't help that
she knew his expertise. "I thought Gator would know the
area better and find it easier." It was the best excuse she
could come up with.
Nicolas simply looked at her. "I'm going after her,
Lily. If you need to give me papers to authorize me to get
her out of there and bring her here, get them done. I'll
leave in an hour."
"Nico," Ryland protested. "You haven't had more than a
couple of hours of sleep. You just got home. At least rest
tonight."
Lily knew none of the men would argue with Nicolas. They
just never did. And she had no good reason to argue with
him. Dahlia would be safe with him. She glanced at Gator in
the hopes he'd volunteer to go along. He wasn't looking at
her. Of course, the men would stand solidly behind Nicolas.
She sighed and capitulated. "I'll have Cyrus Bishop draw up
the papers giving you the authority to remove her. We know
we can trust Cyrus to stay quiet." Lily had taken her time
trusting the family lawyer after learning the extent of her
father's hidden secrets, uncertain just how deeply Cyrus
Bishop had been involved. Experimenting on people,
especially children was monstrous, yet Peter Whitney had
provided her with a loving home life and a wonderful
childhood. She was still struggling to understand the two
sides of her father.
Ryland waited until his wife left the room before
turning to Nicolas. "If she knew about that little scratch
that almost ended your life, she'd be up in arms, Nico."
I have to go, Rye. Nicolas indicated the others as he
spoke telepathically to insure privacy. It had taken long
months of practice to be able to direct telepathic
communication to only one subject and keep the others from
hearing, but it was a useful tool and Nicolas had worked
hard to learn the skill. Lily has them all bleeding in
sympathy for this woman. Anyone capable of generating an
anti-gravity field or the kind of heat it takes to start a
fire and has the ability to change the structure of a cable
is dangerous. Every one of the men would hesitate to do
whatever was necessary if she turned on them. I won't.
Ryland let his breath out slowly. Nicolas always sounded
the same. Calm. Unemotional. Logical. He wondered what it
would take to ever stir Nicolas up and ruin his tranquil
nature. I trust you, Nico, but Lily is afraid for this
woman. She feels her father robbed Dahlia of everything she
deserved. Parents, a home, a family, essentially a life.
He did. Lily takes on his blame and she shouldn't. She's
every bit a victim as this poor woman, but none of that
changes the danger to anyone trying to persuade Dahlia to
leave her only known sanctuary. Don't you see what they've
done, Rye? If they're using her as an operative as Lily
suspects, they keep her in line because she needs that home
out in the swamp. She has no choice but to return to it.
She can't live outside of that environment so she does what
they tell her and returns to it. They wouldn't even need to
watch her, they'd know she'd have to come back.
Nicolas stood up and stretched, suppressing the wince
when his body protested. The bullets had come a little too
close to his heart for comfort and he was still recovering.
He had looked forward to some down time. His team
immediately got to their feet. Ian MacGillicuddy, Tucker
Addison and Gator were all tired and needed rest. He knew
they expected to accompany him. Nicolas scowled at
them. "Do the lot of you think I can't handle that little
woman all by myself?"
The men exchanged long grins. "I don't think you can
handle any woman, Nico," Tucker answered. "Least of all
that little stick of dynamite. We have to go along and make
certain she doesn't kick your ass."
"I've gotta agree," Gator said. "She looks like she
could do some real damage to a push over like you."
Ian snorted in derision. "She might run if she saw your
sorry face looking at her through the swamp. She'd think
you were some swamp monster sent to drag her into the black
depths. She needs to see a good looking man coming to take
her home."
"And that wouldn't be you, would it?" Gator nudged
him. "I'm familiar with the bayou, Nico, and I know how you
get so turned around."
Ryland watched the men laughing and joking with Nicolas.
All of them knew Nicolas could be sent out alone into the
deepest jungle or the broadest expanse of desert for months
and he always returned with the job done. It didn't matter,
they would throw everything they could think of at him and
Nicolas would take it all good-naturedly, but in the end,
he would leave his team behind.
All of them had pulled duty in the Congo and had spent
weeks infiltrating the enemy camps both in the villages and
camps to gain vital information. Using psychic talent for
extended periods of time, especially shielding themselves
from large groups, was extraordinarily draining. All of
them needed rest. Nicolas would see to his men first and he
would protect them from Dahlia Le Blanc in spite of any
sympathy Nicolas might feel toward her.
Do your best to reassure Lily. Ryland found it much
easier to use telepathy these days. The exercises Lily
insisted the men do daily had added, not only to their
control, but to reconstructing a semblance of the barriers
her father had brought down in his experiment to enhance
them all. Lily worked hard at conditioning them, hoping to
give them the necessary tools to be able to live in the
world with families and friends. In the meantime, she
generously shared her home and her time working with them
all. It only made him love her more. He wanted Nicolas to
find a way to reassure Lily. Nicolas wasn't the type of man
to lie even to make Lily feel better.
If it's at all possible, I'll bring Dahlia back to her.
That's the best I can do.
Ryland nodded to him and left the men to their teasing.
He glanced up at a camera and waved in case Arly, their
security man, was watching as he went in search of his
wife. He found her in their bedroom staring out the large
bay window at the rolling lawns below.
"Lily, he promised he'd bring her home to you."
She didn't turn around. "It isn't that I don't like him,
Ryland. I hope you know that. I hope he knows it. It's just
that he can be so unemotional. She needs someone to love
her and care about all the things she's been through. I
don't think Nicolas is capable of that kind of compassion. "
"So you think the reason he's leaving his men behind is
duty? He looks out for them, watches over them. He takes
every dangerous job himself, Lily, and believe me, what
you're asking is very dangerous, very high risk."
"He's capable of killing her," she protested.
"And she's just as capable of killing him."
Lily looked at him with sorrow in her eyes. "What did my
father do?"
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