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Excerpt

Chapter One
North Yorkshire, 1154 A.D.

With a rustle of black robes, the Prioress of Mt. Grace stood between her colleagues, the Abbot of Jervaulx and the Rector from Richmond, to deliver the verdict. Her broad wimple blocked the sunlight beaming through the slit behind her, yet even with her face in shadow, there was no mistaking the eager gleam in her slate-gray eyes.

The nuns who had gathered for the verdict hushed themselves into silence. It was late September, yet the refectory hall felt as cold as if it were winter. A shiver crept up Merry’s spine. She stood before the dais braced for condemnation, knuckles white, knees locked to keep her standing. With every shallow breath, her heart beat a tattoo of premonition.

In desperation, Merry glanced at the clerics on either side of the prioress. Nothing in their darting gazes gave her comfort. The prioress, with her business acumen, had made the diocese wealthy. The jury would vote as Mother Agnes decreed.

“Sister Mary Grace,” the woman began in a voice as dry as fallen leaves, “you blaspheme the name you were given when you took your vows. Henceforth, I will address you as Merry of Heathersgill, for you have proven yourself a nun no longer.”

Merry’s heart beat faster. Not the rope, she prayed, dreading a hanging sentence. A drowning she might survive, for she swam quite well.

“After lengthy interrogation and deliberation,” continued the prioress, “we find you guilty of attempted murder, of heresy, and of malefaction.”

Guilty! The word reverberated in her head like a death knell. She had come to Mt. Grace to avoid persecution for her healing art. Yet in this supposed sanctuary, she’d found anything but tolerance.

The trial had been a farce, from beginning to end. The eyewitnesses to her crimes had clearly been coerced. One had seen her frolicking under a full moon. Another had caught her copulating with the devil. Others still had espied her with a black cat, most likely her familiar. Tales of fancy! Those same nuns would have thanked her if the Mother were dead.

Only she wasn’t. At the last minute, Merry had put only two leaves of henbane in her wine instead of three. Now she wished she were more hard-hearted. Her reluctance to kill might ironically be the death of her.

“Malefaction is a grievous crime committed against God and the Holy Church," the prioress added, savoring her victory.

Merry’s jaw came suddenly unhinged. “And what of your crimes, Mother?” she challenged boldly. “Are they not grievous, having been committed against mere girls?”

The nuns behind her gasped in awe. The Abbot of Jervaulx and the Rector from Richmond shared a common look. All of them knew the prioress’s perverse pleasure in wielding her whip. She ruled her abbey with a heavy hand, seeming to enjoy the inhuman punishments she inflicted on her nuns.

“Silence!” Agnes cut in, raising her arms to resemble a great, black bird. “The accused is not to speak! How dare you malign me when you have proven yourself an abomination in the sight of God?” She narrowed her gaze at Merry. “I was going to display Christian tolerance by reducing my sentence to a whipping of twenty lashes, but I have changed my mind. We condemn you to burn at dawn tomorrow, and tomorrow you shall burn!”

Burn! The sentence was absurd. Burning was common on the continent but rarely executed in England. Merry widened her stance, determined not to swoon as the floor seemed to shift.

‘Twas not too late to beg forgiveness. Still, twenty strokes of Agnes’s whip were as likely to kill her as any fire.

And for what crime? All Merry had done was to shield her sister nuns from Agnes’ wrath. Whenever the Mother whipped them, Merry insured there was a consequence: a seizure that made the woman bite her tongue; a rash that wouldn’t go away; warts upon the hands-—all designed to make Agnes hesitate ere she raised her whip again.

The prioress was subdued but not reformed.

Her most recent victim suffered an infection that had killed her. In reprisal for her death, Merry had put henbane in Agnes’s wine, and the prioress suffered a purging of the bowels so violent it might have left her dead. Alas, it hadn’t. Now Agnes wanted justice.

“You will have to notify my family,” Merry stalled, gasping for breath.

Agnes eyed her with false sympathy. “Your family isn’t the least concerned with your fate, else they would have written long ago,” she pointed out.

It was true, her elder sister, Clarise, and her mother, Jeanette, had declined to visit after delivering her to Mt. Grace. Given the trouble she’d caused them, it was unlikely they would wish to save her now. Only Kyndra might wish to save her, but her younger sister was still flowering into womanhood and therefore powerless.

No one would save her now. Since the day that had changed Merry’s life forever, she had found no justice, no peace anywhere, not even in a priory. What matter if she died tomorrow?

“Well, have you something to say for yourself?” the prioress prompted. “Are you sorry for turning from the Church and making a pact with Satan? Come, where is your penitence?” In her eagerness to hear her, Agnes leaned over the high table, her face pulling out of shadow.

Merry drew back at the Mother’s countenance, struck by the resemblance between this tyrant and her stepfather, Ferguson. Both had hooked features and chilling eyes. There was an ugliness about them that went beyond the sneer of their lips, the heaviness of their jowls. Thank God Ferguson was dead. At least there was one less tyrant to torment meeker souls.

As the flame of righteousness flickered, Merry found her tongue. Her tone was anything but penitent as it rang out in the vaulted chamber. “I will see you in hell, Agnes,” she replied, drawing gasps of admiration from her sister nuns. “If I am to burn now, then you will burn for eternity for scarring innocent women. Burn me if you must.” She lifted her chin, demonstrating a defiance she did not fully feel. “I would sooner die than remain in this hell on earth with you.”

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Sir Luke le Noir, Captain of the Prince’s Royal Army and grandson of the Earl of Arundel, never suffered the infirmities of mortal men. He urged his army to ride through the night, setting a pace that made sleeping in the saddle impossible.

Erin, his groggy squire, considered him sidelong, amazed to find his lord’s posture still erect after all these hours. Against the backdrop of a violet dawn, Sir Luke’s proud silhouette contrasted sharply with the slouching figures of his men. His armor, kept in immaculate condition, glowed silver in the purplish light. His dark head was helmless as usual; his ears alert to sounds more menacing than the chirping of insects.

His army had pledged a year of service toward the destruction of adulterines—-strongholds built without royal sanction. Nine months out of twelve were already spent. They’d destroyed one castle in Drax and another in Lincolnshire. With only three months remaining, one might question whether they would complete their final task. Erin suffered no concern. Sir Luke would set a grueling pace, bloodying his fingers, inspiring his men to match his expectations. One look of approval from his burning eyes and anything was possible.

Yet Erin sensed the captain’s heart was no longer in their labors. A missive had come by courier a week ago informing him of his grandfather’s continuing debilitation. No one would have blamed Sir Luke had he turned home with his work undone. Yet, loyal vassal that he was, he set aside personal concerns in the name of duty, fording moor and mountain to convey the full reach of Prince Henry’s arm.

At times like these, Erin pitied his lord, though it made no sense to pity him. Sir Luke was wealthier and more powerful than most nobles, and yet he was not only base- born, he was also half Saracen. With two marks against him, ‘twas a marvel he had risen so high in rank as to become Prince Henry’s favorite.

Of course, he had saved Henry’s life in a fire, when the prince was but a boy. His bravery had earned him the nom de guerre, the Phoenix, by which name his fame had spread. He was Henry’s most cunning military leader. To the benefit of his enemy, he preferred to strike a truce than to fight. Abroad and at home, with this tenuous matter of tearing down unsanctioned structures built in Stephen’s rein, Sir Luke’s diplomatic skills made him indispensable.

Like the Phoenix, whose name he bore, Sir Luke seemed immortal, imperturbable. He emerged from battles unscathed, his dignity and poise intact, utterly unaffected by whatever drama seethed about him.

Even now, he did not look like a man who had ridden through the night. Tirelessly, his sharp gaze scanned the distance for their destination—-a priory where at last his men could rest. Glancing over his shoulder like a shepherd, he kept watch over his men, lest one of them should tumble from the saddle, fast asleep.

The moment he spurred his sorrel to a canter, Erin knew his lord had spied the priory in the distance. He would arrive at the gates before his men, smoothing the way for them, as was his custom. Erin prodded his mount to follow, eager for a meal and a pallet, in that order.

Built on the edge of the fells, the priory was a small, sullen enclosure. With the sky turning silver behind it, it seemed cold and unwelcoming and shut tight as a tomb.

Sir Luke dismounted and tugged at the bell rope.

The peephole cracked open. “Who’s there?” inquired a girl in a frightened voice.

"’Tis the prince’s royal army,” the Phoenix gently conveyed. “We seek rest and a meal behind your walls."

To their mutual surprise, the peephole slammed shut. Sir Luke sent a startled look at his squire then tugged the bell rope a second time.

It seemed a very long time before the peephole opened a second time. “I’m the prioress. Why are you here?" barked a dry, unfriendly voice.

“We serve his majesty, Prince Henry,” the captain said, tersely this time. “We need a place to sleep and a meal." Now. The command was unspoken but clear nonetheless.

“You’ve picked a poor time to ask," groused the woman. “There’s an infection within these walls. We’re quarantined,” she added. “This morning we will burn the bodies of the dead.”

Erin wondered at the strangeness of her words. There was no black flag tied to the gate in warning.

“What manner of illness is it?” his lord inquired, taking a precautionary step back.

“A pox of some sort,” said the prioress. “‘Tis horridly contagious. You had best be off.” With that she shut the little door between them.

Erin felt sorry for his lord again. But mostly he felt sorry for himself, for he had so looked forward to a few hours’ sleep. He eyed the Phoenix’s stiff back and wondered what his lord would do now. The men were just catching up to them. The relief in their faces was not something any captain would want to disappoint.

He turned around, slowly, his expression guarded. “Take your rest on the ground,” he called. “We’ve been denied entrance.”

As the soldiers lamented loudly and slithered off their horses, Sir Luke drew a length of rope from his saddlebag, his movements betraying no inner strife. His gaze rose to meet his squire’s. “Come with me, Erin,” he instructed. “Sir Pierce, I am going to take reconnaissance,” he added, addressing his sergeant.

Erin hurried after his lord’s tall form as he rounded the priory’s wall. The grass, brittle from the summer’s drought, crunched loudly beneath their boots. At last, the Phoenix paused. He shucked his mailed gauntlets, unbelted his sheath so that his sword dropped to the ground, and began unlacing the stays of his surcoat.

"Are you climbing the wall, my lord?" Erin guessed, with dawning appreciation. Clearly, his lord suspected something amiss within the priory walls, and he meant to discover what it was.

“Help me get this mail off," he said simply.

As Erin struggled with the iron coat, Sir Luke divested himself of his remaining armor, until he wore only his padded shirt, armored hose, and boots. Even without his armor, he cut an impressive figure, his body honed from years of intense physical duress.

The first pale rays of sunlight fingered the rough wall. "I may not need the rope," the captain said, studying the stones.

Erin watched as his lord crooked his fingertips over projections and found footing in crevices below. Inch by inch, he scaled the wall, nudging Erin’s respect still higher. His lord’s climbing skill had made him famous in Rouen ten years before. Now Erin knew why.

In less time than it had taken to undress, the Phoenix was peering over the partition.

To Luke’s grim satisfaction, he had an unfettered view of the priory’s courtyard. His gaze went at once to the figure at the center of the stake, and a cold blade of shock bisected his spine. It wasn’t a dead person at all, but a woman fully alive and tied to a stake!

God’s blood! The prioress meant to burn her alive!

His jaw muscles flexed. A pox, indeed. He’d smelled something illegitimate from the moment the frightened nun had answered his summons.

The girl at the stake was also a nun, dressed from head to toe in black homespun. She was scarcely a woman by the looks of her, her young face narrow and pale, her eyes enormous. She stared at the sky to avoid watching the workers sprinkle straw at her feet.

Luke simmered with disgust. Ecumenical law forbade the Church to enact such punishments. The word sanctuary would mean nothing if the Church wielded such terrible power!

He focused his resentment on the prioress, a tyrant whose isolation led her to the false belief she was all- powerful. He would confront the woman at once and demand the girl’s release. He prepared to leap from the wall, when an imposing nun swept into the courtyard, whipping a torch about like a banner.

“Hurry!” she commanded. “I want more tallow on it!”

He knew her by her voice. She was determined to get the matter done swiftly, no doubt wary of the army outside her walls. There was no time for negotiation, he surmised.

That left just one course of action, an alternative with grave ramifications. No one, not even a tenant-in- chief to the future king, had the right to enter a holy house uninvited. On the other hand, he was honor-bound to save the girl. To walk away now would make him as much a murderer as the prioress.

Figuring his odds for success, Luke glanced down.

“What d'you see, my lord?” Erin prompted.

“A girl being put to the stake,” Luke said evenly.

Erin gasped. “Is she a witch?” he asked, crossing himself.

Luke sent a thoughtful look at the victim. He couldn’t tell much about her, enveloped as she was in black robes and a wimple. “There are no such thing as witches,” he replied, curbing his squire’s imagination. The workers had finished splashing tallow on the straw. He would have to devise a plan quickly.

The prioress’s brittle voice drew his gaze. “Don’t think you can beg now, girl,” she taunted her victim. “You mocked my offer of charity, remember?”

Luke cut his gaze to the girl, curious to hear her reply.

“I don’t require your forgiveness, Agnes.” Her voice was as steady as steel. “’Tis you who should ask forgiveness of me.”

Luke’s eyebrows rose in admiration. Such bravery deserved reward, no matter the consequence.

He threw a quick look at the assemblage. With only a handful of men present and a clutch of nuns in one corner, he would face no serious resistance.

“Erin, throw me my sword,” he called, making a swift decision.

The youth complied with a grin, and Luke caught the broadsword, laying it soundlessly on the top of the wall. “Return my armor to the horses,” he added, “and do so quickly. Tell Sir Pierce we must away from here at once. Look for me at the gate. Now hurry!”

Erin knew better than to question his leader. He tossed the gauntlets, guards, and belt onto the mail and began to drag the armor behind him. Luke put both hands on the top of the wall and hoisted himself on the ledge.

No one had seen him, for all eyes were fixed on the prioress as she tossed her torch with flourish onto the pyre. The kindling exploded into flame.

Black smoke billowed upward then dissipated under the morning breeze. So too did the victim’s bravery. Her eyes went wide with terror. Her slender body strained against the ropes.

Luke had less time than he’d wagered. As the flames roared higher, he braved the enormous leap to the ground, rolling to break the fall. Broadsword in hand, he sprinted toward the pyre.

Merry had shut her eyes against the encroaching flames. She clenched her fists, feeling her fingernails break the skin of her palms. The heat took her breath away. She pressed herself against the wood at her back, dreading the first contact of flame against her bare feet. Be brave, she counseled herself, but she could feel the screams welling inside her.

Suddenly the platform shuddered, and a breath of cool air hit her face. Her eyes shot open, and she found a man balanced on the stage beside her.

She stared at him, disoriented. The ropes slipped from her wrists, fell from her hips.

"Hold on to me," he instructed.

She threw her arms around him, gladly. Given his handsome visage, he could only be an angel come to deliver her soul. God had been merciful, after all. Glory be!

The ropes at her ankles parted. In the next instant, the world turned upside down as the angel hefted her over one shoulder. He leaped down the face of the pyre, managing to dodge the flames. They leapt up, however biting into Merry’s wimple, singing her hair. She snatched off the headpiece and threw it down.

It was then that she realized she was still alive. The angel hadn’t taken her soul, but her mortal shell as well. He jogged toward the gate, now, his hard shoulder pummeling her belly. Gasping for breath, Merry craned her neck to see the Mother pursuing them. Agnes had snatched up her braided whip and was coming after them, teeth bared like a she-wolf. The abbot and priest followed close behind.

Merry's savior beat them to the gate. He threw it open, and suddenly she was surrounded by milling horses and gleaming weaponry.

"Ride," he said with authority, and the horses leapt into thunderous motion.

Strong hands spanned her waist, and Merry landed jarringly atop a saddle, the sky once more above her. No sooner had she caught her breath than the prioress's cry raked over her.

“Stop!”

The tip of a whip whistled by her cheek, and Merry lurched back, fighting to keep her seat. “Hand her over to me at once!” the prioress insisted, threatening them both with her whip.

Agnes was a formidable woman, but Merry’s rescuer was taller still, with shoulders twice as broad. He gripped his sword with accustomed ease, frowning at the Mother’s unseemly rage.

Clearly he wasn’t an angel, but a warrior of some sort. His voice reached her ears, steady and dignified, as he addressed the prioress. “As the prince's right arm, madam, ‘tis my duty to intervene. You said you would be burning the bodies of the dead this morning. This girl does not look dead to me.”

He flicked Merry a glance, his gaze running through her like a sword of fire.

“She is dead of spirit, dead to the Church!” the prioress raged. “How dare you interfere in matters of religious concern! This witch tried to poison me!” She glared at Merry.

“Indeed,” said the warrior smoothly. “Then I will convey her to the nearest abbey to be tried there. It seems to me you have forgotten whom you serve.”

Conveyed where? Merry’s heart stopped dead. Nay, she could not endure a second trial!

“I will not stand for it!” the Mother seethed. “What is your name? I intend to bring a formal complaint against you. How dare you breach my wall!”

“’Tisn’t your wall,” the warrior corrected softly. “’Tis God’s wall. The name is Luke le Noir,” he answered. “Complain all you like, only be prepared to account for your actions if you do.” He dismissed the Mother with those words and positioned himself to mount behind Merry.

The prioress drew back her whip.

“Beware!” Merry cried.

The sword flashed by her eye, severing the lash in two. With scarcely a pause, the warrior dropped into the saddle, pulling Merry snugly against him. They leapt into a gallop, riding into the golden trail of dust the army had left behind.

A hundred paces down the road, he placed his sword across her lap. “Hold this,” he requested, taking the reins with both hands.

Merry’s fingers closed about the heavy weapon. She registered the smooth, cool quality of the blade, its razor sharp edge. Her senses were strangely heightened, so that the newly risen sun blinded her, the grass filled her nostrils with dusty perfume, and the wind whistled through the weave of her nun’s attire, cooling her skin. Those details roused her to the realization she was still alive!

Yet she felt nothing but despair. She had come so close to death that she’d welcomed its oblivion. How much better for an angel to have taken her soul! Now, according to this man, she would be made to stand another trial.

She had endured too much in her previous trial—- allegations that the devil had tricked her; questions as to the properties of herbs; how had she come by the mark on her backside—-had the devil put it there? By heaven, she was weary of it! She simply could not live through it again!

A quiet rage began to burn in her, overtaking the shock of her reprieve. Merry looked wildly about her. She could see that they were gaining on the army ahead of them. It hadn’t escaped her notice that her rescuer wore no armor. Finally, she looked down at his sword, lying across her lap.

She curled her fist around the odd-shaped pommel. The steel had been beaten into the shape of wings. If only she had wings herself to fly away!

It wouldn’t be right to kill the one who’d saved her. Neither could she wound him, though it might allow her to thrust him off his horse and gallop away. Still, where would she go after that? The prince’s soldiers would be on her in an instant.

‘Twould be easier just to kill herself. The rolling movement of the horse alone might send the point sliding between her ribs.

God’s teeth, only the sword was too long! She struggled a moment, extending the pommel as far as she could. The tip slipped under her arm, pricking the man behind her.

“What are you doing?”

He wrenched the sword from her grasp and, at the same time, brought the horse to a sudden standstill.

Merry relinquished the weapon with disgust. She should have known oblivion would not come easily. And now she’d angered the one behind her. She cringed, preparing for a blow.

“Were you trying to kill yourself or me?” he demanded incredulously. Having slid his sword beneath a strap on his saddlebag, he captured her jaw, angling her head back so she was forced to meet his gaze.

The strength in his fingertips astounded her. She realized he could break her neck without calling upon even a portion of his power. A familiar terror rose up in her and seized control of her muscles. His motives for saving her could not be pure. No man was that noble.

She gained her freedom by sliding abruptly from the saddle. Unmindful of her bruised knees, she scrambled up again, deaf to the warrior’s command that she stop. The dry grasses pricked her feet like a thousand needles. She could not understand why it pained her so to run, but her usual speed was hindered.

She felt only dismay, not surprise, when two powerful arms snatched her from behind and lifted her off her feet.

She kicked him mightily, making painful contact with his armored hose. After a moment of useless struggle, she realized she was wasting her strength. Better to conserve it for a later time. She went suddenly limp.

How miserable her existence, she marveled. She’d avoided being raped by her stepfather and beaten by the prioress only to face ruin at the hands of a warrior too powerful to overcome. Again, she was at the mercy of a warrior. What she knew of such men, she had learned first hand. They were bloodthirsty barbarians who used women ruthlessly and cast them aside. Her own mother had been raped by such a man.

“If you force me,” she warned, calling upon the unique defense that had kept her chaste this long, “your member will shrivel and fall off, I swear it. I am a powerful sorceress,” she added raggedly, “and you will rue the day you ever did me harm!”




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