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Midnight Bayou
Nora Roberts
Excerpt
Chapter 1
Manet Hall, Louisiana
December 30, 1899
The baby was crying. Abigail heard it in dreams, the
soft, unsettled whimper, the stirring of tiny limbs under
soft blankets. She felt the first pangs of hunger, a
yearning in the belly, almost as if the child were still
inside her. Her milk came down before she was fully awake.
She rose quickly and without fuss. It gave her such
pleasure-that overfull sensation in her breasts, the
tenderness of them. The purpose of them. Her baby needed
and she would provide.
She crossed to the recamier, lifted the white robe
draped over its back. She drew in the scent of the hothouse
lilies-her favorite-spearing out of a crystal vase that had
been a wedding present.
Before Lucian, she'd been content to tuck wildflowers
into bottles.
If Lucian had been home, he would have woken as well.
Though she would have smiled, have stroked a hand over his
silky blond hair as she told him to stay, to sleep, he
would have wandered up to the nursery before she'd finished
Marie Rose's midnight feeding.
She missed him-another ache in the belly. But as she
slipped into her night wrapper, she remembered he would be
back the next day. She would start watching for him in the
morning, waiting to see him come galloping down the allée
of oaks.
No matter what anyone thought or said, she would run out
to meet him. Her heart would leap, oh, it always leaped,
when he sprang down from his horse and lifted her off her
feet into his arms.
And at the New Year's ball, they would dance.
She hummed to herself as she lit a candle, shielding it
with her hand as she moved to the bedroom door, out into
the corridor of the great house where she had once been
servant and was now, well, if not daughter of the house at
least the wife of its son.
The nursery was on the third floor of the family wing.
That was a battle she'd fought with Lucian's mother, and
lost. Josephine Manet had definite rules about behavior,
domestic arrangements, traditions. Madame Josephine,
Abigail thought as she moved quickly and quietly past the
other bedroom doors, had definite ideas on everything.
Certainly that a three-month-old baby belonged in the
nursery, under the care of a nursemaid, and not in a cradle
tucked into the corner of her parents' bedroom.
Candlelight flickered and flew against the walls as
Abigail climbed the narrowing stairs. At least she'd
managed to keep Marie Rose with her for six weeks. And had
used the cradle that was part of her own family's
traditions. It had been carved by her grand-père. Her own
mother had slept in it, then had tucked Abigail in it
seventeen years later.
Marie Rose had spent her first nights in that old
cradle, a tiny angel with her doting and nervous parents
close at hand.
Her daughter would respect her father's family and their
ways. But Abigail was determined that her child would also
respect her mother's family, and learn their ways.
Josephine had complained about the baby, about the
homemade cradle, so constantly that she and Lucian had
given in. It was, Lucian said, the way water wears at rock.
It never ceases, so the rock gives way or wears down.
The baby spent her nights in the nursery now, in the
crib made in France, where Manet babies had slept for a
century.
It was a proper if not cozy arrangement, Abby comforted
herself. Her petite Rose was a Manet. She would be a lady.
And as Madame Josephine had pointed out, again and
again, other members of the household were not to have
their sleep disturbed by fretful cries. However such
matters were done in the bayou, here in Manet Hall,
children were tended in the nursery.
How her lips curled when she said it. Bayou-as if it
were a word to be spoken only in brothels and bars.
It didn't matter that Madame Josephine hated her, that
Monsieur Henri ignored her. It didn't matter that Julian
looked at her the way no man should look at his brother's
wife.
Lucian loved her.
Nor did it matter that Marie Rose slept in the nursery.
Whether they were separated by a floor or a continent, she
felt Marie Rose's needs as she felt her own. The bond was
so strong, so true, it could never be broken.
Madame Josephine may win battles, but Abigail knew she
herself had won the war. She had Lucian and Marie Rose.
There were candles glowing in the nursery. Claudine, the
nursemaid, didn't trust the gaslight. She already held
Marie Rose and was trying to quiet her with a sugar tit,
but the baby's fists were shaking, little balls of rage.
"Such a temper she has." Abigail set the candle down and
was laughing as she crossed the room, her arms already
outstretched.
"Knows what she wants, and when she wants it." Claudine,
a pretty Cajun with sleepy dark eyes, gave the baby a quick
cuddle, then passed her off. "She hardly made a fuss yet.
Don't know how you hear her way off downstairs."
"I hear her in my heart. There now, bébé. Maman's here."
"Diaper's wet."
"I'll change her." Abigail rubbed her cheek on the
baby's and smiled. Claudine was a friend-a battle won.
Having her established in the nursery, in the household,
gave Abigail comfort and the companionship none of Lucian's
family would offer her.
"Go on back to bed. Once she's nursed, she'll sleep till
morning."
"Good as gold, she is." Claudine brushed fingertips over
Marie Rose's curly hair. "If you don't need me, maybe I'll
take a walk down to the river. Jasper, he's gonna be
there." Her dark eyes lit. "I told him maybe, if I can get
away, I come down around midnight."
"You oughta make that boy marry you, chère."
"Oh, I'm gonna. Maybe I run down for an hour or two, if
you don't mind, Abby."
"I don't mind, but you be careful you don't catch
nothing more than some crawfish. Anything more," she
corrected as she prepared to change Marie Rose's soiled
linen.
"Don't you worry. I'll be back before two." She started
out through the connecting door and glanced back. "Abby?
You ever think, when we were kids, that you'd be mistress
of this house one day?"
"I'm not mistress here." She tickled the baby's toes and
had Marie Rose gurgling. "And the one who is'll probably
live to a hundred and ten off of spite just to make sure I
never am."
"If anybody could, it'd be that one. But you will be,
one day. You fell into the luck, Abby, and it looks real
fine on you."
Alone with the baby, Abby tickled and cooed. She
powdered and smoothed, then tidily fastened the fresh
diaper. When Marie Rose was tucked into a fresh gown and
swaddled, Abby settled in the rocker, bared her breast for
that tiny, hungry mouth. Those first greedy tugs, the
answering pull in her womb, made her sigh. Yes, she'd
fallen into the luck. Because Lucian Manet, the heir of
Manet Hall, the shining knight of every fairy tale, had
looked at her. And loved.
She bent her head to watch the baby nurse. Marie Rose's
eyes were wide open, fixed on her mother's face. A tiny
crease of concentration formed between her eyebrows.
Oh, she had such hope those eyes would stay blue, like
Lucian's. The baby's hair was dark like her own. Dark and
curling, but her skin was milk white-again like her papa's
rather than the deeper tone, the dusky gold of her Cajun
mama's.
She would have the best of both of them, Abby thought.
She would have the best of everything.
It wasn't only the money, the grand house, the social
position, though she wanted that for her children now that
she had tasted it herself. It was the acceptance, the
learning, the knowing you belonged in such a place. Her
daughter, and all the children who came after, would read
and write, would speak proper English, proper French, in
fine voices.
No one would ever look down on them.
"You'll be a lady," Abigail murmured, stroking the
baby's cheek as Marie Rose's hand kneaded her breast as if
to hurry the milk along. "An educated lady with your papa's
sweet heart and your mama's good sense. Papa'll be home
tomorrow. It's the very last day of a whole century, and
you have your whole life to live in it."
Her voice was quiet, a singsong rhythm to lull both of
them.
"It's so exciting, Rosie, my Rosie. We're going to have
a grand ball tomorrow night. I have a new gown. It's blue,
like your eyes. Like your papa's eyes. Did I tell you I
fell in love with his eyes first? So beautiful. So kind.
When he came back to Manet Hall from the university, he
looked like a prince coming home to his castle. Oh, my
heart just pounded so."
She leaned back, rocking in the fluttering light of the
candles.
She thought of the New Year's celebration the next
evening, and how she would dance with Lucian, how her gown
would sweep and swirl as they waltzed.
How she would make him proud.
And she remembered the first time they had waltzed.
In the spring, with the air heavy with perfume from the
flowers, and the house alight like a palace. She'd sneaked
into the garden, away from her duties, because she'd wanted
to see it so much. The way the gleaming white hall with its
balusters like black lace stood against the starry sky, the
way the windows flamed. Music had spilled out of those
windows, out of the gallery doors where guests had stepped
out for air.
She'd imagined herself inside the ballroom, whirling,
whirling, to the music. And so had whirled in the shadows
of the garden. And, whirling, had seen Lucian watching her
on the path.
Her own fairy tale, Abby thought. The prince taking
Cinderella's hand and drawing her into a dance moments
before midnight struck. She'd had no glass slipper, no
pumpkin coach, but the night had turned into magic.
She could still hear the way the music had floated out
through the balcony doors, over the air, into the garden.
"After the ball is over, after the break of morn . . ."
She sang the refrain quietly, shifting the baby to her
other breast.
"After the dancers leaving, after the stars are
gone . . ."
They had danced, to that lovely, sad song in the moonlit
garden with the house a regal white and gold shadow behind
them. Her in her simple cotton dress, and Lucian in his
handsome evening clothes. And as such things were possible
in fairy tales, they fell in love during that lovely, sad
song.
Oh, she knew it had started before that night. For her
it had begun with her first glimpse of him, astride the
chestnut mare he'd ridden from New Orleans to the
plantation. The way the sun had beamed through the leaves
and the moss on the live oaks along the allée, surrounding
him like angel wings. His twin had ridden beside him-Julian-
but she'd seen only Lucian.
She'd been in the house only a few weeks then, taken on
as an undermaid and doing her best to please Monsieur and
Madame Manet so she might keep her position and the wages
earned.
He'd spoken to her-kindly, correctly-if they passed each
other in the house. But she'd sensed him watching her. Not
the way Julian watched, not with hot eyes and a smirk
twisting his lips. But, she liked to think now, with a kind
of longing.
In the weeks that went by she would come upon him often.
He'd sought her out. She knew that now, prized that now, as
he'd confessed it to her on their wedding night.
But it had really begun the evening of the ball. After
the song had ended, he'd held her, just a moment longer.
Then he bowed, as a gentleman bows to a lady. He kissed her
hand.
Then, just as she thought it was over, that the magic
would dim, he tucked the hand he'd kissed into the crook of
his arm. Began to walk with her, to talk with her. The
weather, the flowers, the gossip of the household.
As if they were friends, Abby thought now with a smile.
As if it were the most natural thing in the world for
Lucian Manet to take a turn in the garden with Abigail
Rouse.
They'd walked in the garden many nights after that.
Inside the house, where others could see, they remained
master and servant. But all through that heady spring they
walked the garden paths as young lovers, telling each other
of hopes, of dreams, of sorrows and joys.
On her seventeenth birthday he brought her a gift,
wrapped in silver paper with a bright blue bow. The
enameled watch was a pretty circle dangling from the golden
wings of a brooch. Time flew, he told her as he pinned the
watch to the faded cotton of her dress, when they were
together. And he would rather have his life wing by than
spend it apart from her.
He'd gotten down on one knee and asked her to be his
wife.
It could never be. Oh, she'd tried to tell him through
the tears. He was beyond her reach, and he could have
anyone.
She remembered now how he'd laughed, how the joy had
burst over his beautiful face. How could he be beyond her
reach when she had his hand in hers even now? And if he
could have anyone, then he would have her.
"So now we have each other, and you," Abby whispered and
shifted the drowsing baby to her shoulder. "And if his
family hates me for it, what does it matter? I make him
happy."
She turned her face into the soft curve of the baby's
neck. "I'm learning to speak as they speak, to dress as
they dress. I will never think as they think, but for
Lucian, I behave as they behave, at least when it shows."
Content, she rubbed the baby's back and continued to
rock. But when she heard the heavy footsteps on the stairs,
the stumbling climb, she rose quickly. Her arms tightened
in a circle of protection around the baby as she turned
toward the crib.
She heard Julian come through the door and knew without
seeing he would be drunk. He was nearly always drunk or on
his way to becoming so.
Abby didn't speak. She lay the baby in the crib, and
when Marie Rose whimpered restlessly, stroked her quiet
again.
"Where's the nursemaid?" he demanded.
Still, Abby didn't turn. "I don't want you in here when
you've been drinking."
"Giving orders now?" His voice was slurred, his balance
impaired. But he was thinking clearly enough. Liquor, he'd
always believed, helped clarify the mind.
And his was clarified when it came to his brother's
wife. If Lucian had a thing-and what was a woman but a
thing?-Julian wanted it.
She was small, almost delicate of build. But she had
good strong legs. He could see the shape of them where the
firelight in the nursery grate shimmered through her thin
nightclothes. Those legs would wrap around him as easily as
they did his brother.
Her breasts were high and full, fuller now since she'd
had the whelp. He'd gotten his hands on them once, and
she'd slapped him for it. As if she had a say in who
touched her.
He closed the door at his back. The whore he'd bought
that night had only whetted his appetite. It was time to
sate it.
"Where's the other bayou slut?"
Abby's hand fisted at her side. She turned now, guarding
the crib with her body. He looked so like Lucian, but there
was a hardness in him Lucian lacked. A darkness.
She wondered if it was true, what her grand-mère said.
That with twins, sometimes traits get divvied up in the
womb. One gets the good, the other the bad.
She didn't know if Julian had come into the world
already spoiled. But she knew he was dangerous when drunk.
It was time he learned she was dangerous as well.
"Claudine is my friend, and you have no right to speak
of her that way. Get out. You have no right to come in here
and insult me. This time Lucian will hear of it."
She saw his gaze slide down from her face, watched lust
come into his eyes. Quickly, she tugged her wrapper over
the breast still partially exposed from nursing. "You're
disgusting. Cochon! To come in a child's room with your
wicked thoughts for your brother's wife."
"Brother's whore." He thought he could smell her anger
and her fear now. A heady perfume. "You'd have spread your
legs for me if I'd been born fifteen minutes sooner. But
you wouldn't have stolen my name the way you stole his."
Her chin came up. "I don't even see you. No one does.
You're nothing beside him. A shadow, and one that stinks of
whiskey and the brothel."
She wanted to run. He frightened her, had always
frightened her on a deep, primal level. But she wouldn't
risk leaving him with the baby. "When I tell Lucian of
this, he'll send you away."
"He has no power here, and we all know it." He came
closer, easing his way like a hunter through the woods. "My
mother holds the power in this house. I'm her favorite.
Timing at birth doesn't change that."
"He will send you away." Tears stung the back of her
throat because she knew Julian was right. It was Josephine
who reigned in Manet Hall.
"Lucian did me a favor marrying you." His voice was a
lazy drawl now, almost conversational. He knew she had
nowhere to run. "She's already cut him out of her will. Oh,
he'll get the house, she can't change that, but I'll get
her money. And it's her money that runs this place."
"Take the money, take the house." She flung out her
hands, dismissing them, and him. "Take it all. And go to
hell with it."
"He's weak. My sainted brother. Saints always are, under
all the piety."
"He's a man, so much more a man than you."
She'd hoped to make him angry, angry enough to strike
her and storm out. Instead he laughed, low and quiet, and
edged closer.
When she saw the intent in his eyes, she opened her
mouth to scream. His hand whipped out, gripped a hank of
the dark hair that curled to her waist. And yanking had her
scream gurgling into a gasp. His free hand circled her
throat, squeezed.
"I always take what's Lucian's. Even his whores."
She beat at him, slapped, bit. And when she could draw
in air, screamed. He tore at her wrapper, pawed at her
breasts. In the crib, the baby began to wail.
Fueled by the sound of her child's distress, Abby clawed
her way free. She spun, stumbled over the torn hem of her
nightgown. Her hand closed over the fireplace poker. She
swung wildly, ramming it hard against Julian's shoulder.
Howling in pain, he fell back against the hearth, and
she flew toward the crib.
She had to get the baby. To get the baby and run.
He caught her sleeve, and she screamed again as the
material ripped. Even as she reached down to snatch her
daughter from the crib, he dragged her back. He struck her,
slicing the back of his hand over her cheek and knocking
her back into a table. A candle fell to the floor and
guttered out in its own wax.
"Bitch! Whore!"
He was mad. She could see it now in the feral gleam in
his eyes, the drunken flush on his cheeks. In that instant
fear turned to terror.
"He'll kill you for this. My Lucian will kill you." She
tried to gain her feet, but he hit her again, using his
fist this time so the pain radiated from her face, through
her body. Dazed, she began to crawl toward the crib. There
was blood in her mouth, sweet and warm.
My baby. Sweet God, don't let him hurt my baby.
His weight was on her-and the stench of him. She bucked,
called for help. The sound of the baby's furious screams
merged with hers.
"Don't! Don't! You damn yourself."
But as he yanked up the skirt of her nightgown, she knew
no amount of pleading, no amount of struggle, would stop
him. He would debase her, soil her, because of who she was.
Because she was Lucian's.
"This is what you want." He drove himself into her, and
the thrill of power spurted through him like black wine.
Her face was white with fear and shock, and raw from the
blows of his hands. Helpless, he thought, as he pounded out
his raging envy. "This is what all of you want. Cajun
whores."
Thrust after violent thrust, he raped her. The thrill of
forcing himself into her spumed through him until his
breathing turned to short bursts grunted between clenched
teeth.
She was weeping now, huge choking sobs. But screaming,
too. Somehow screaming as he hammered his fury, his
jealousy, his disgust into her.
As the great clock began to chime midnight, he closed
his hands around her throat. "Shut up. Damn you." He rammed
her head against the floor, squeezed harder. And still the
screaming pierced his brain.
Abby heard it, too. Dimly. The baby's frantic cries
pealed through her head along with the slow, formal bongs
of the midnight hour. She slapped, weak protests against
the hands that cut off her air, tried to shut her body off
from the unspeakable invasion.
Help me. Mother of Jesus. Help me. Help my baby.
Her vision dimmed. Her heels drummed wildly on the floor
as she convulsed.
The last thing she heard was her crying daughter. The
last thing she thought was, Lucian.
The door of the nursery burst open. Josephine Manet
stood just inside the nursery. She summed up the scene
quickly. Coldly.
"Julian."
His hands still vised around Abby's throat, he looked
up. If his mother saw madness in his eyes, she chose to
ignore it. With her gilt hair neatly braided for the night,
her robe sternly buttoned to the neck, she stepped over,
stared down.
Abby's eyes were wide and staring. There was a trickle
of blood at the corner of her mouth, and bruises blooming
along her cheeks.
Dispassionately, she leaned down, laid her fingers
against Abby's throat.
"She's dead," Josephine announced and moved quickly to
the connecting door. She opened it, glanced into the maid's
room. Then closed it, locked it.
She stood for a moment, her back against it, her hand at
her own throat as she thought of what could come. Disgrace,
ruin, scandal.
"It was . . . an accident." His hands began to shake as
they slid away from Abby's throat. The whiskey was whirling
in his head now, clouding it. It churned in his belly,
sickening it.
He could see the marks on her skin, dark and deep and
damning. "She . . . tried to seduce me, then, she
attacked . . ."
She crossed the room again, her slippers clicking on
wood. Crouching down, Josephine slapped him, one hard crack
of flesh on flesh. "Quiet. Be quiet and do exactly as I
say. I won't lose another son to this creature. Take her
down to her bedroom. Go out through the gallery and stay
there until I come."
"It was her fault."
"Yes. Now she's paid for it. Take her down, Julian. And
be quick."
"They'll . . ." A single tear gathered in the corner of
his eye and spilled over. "They'll hang me. I have to get
away."
"No. No, they won't hang you." She brought his head to
her shoulder, stroking his hair over the body of her
daughter-in-law. "No, my sweet, they won't hang you. Do
what Mama says now. Carry her to the bedroom and wait for
me. Everything's going to be all right. Everything's going
to be as it should be. I promise."
"I don't want to touch her."
"Julian!" The crooning tone snapped into icy
command. "Do as I say. Immediately."
She rose, walked over to the crib, where the baby's
wails had turned to miserable whimpers. In the heat of the
moment, she considered simply laying her hand over the
child's mouth and nose. Hardly different than drowning a
bag of kittens.
And yet . . .
The child had her son's blood in her, and therefore her
own. She could despise it, but she couldn't destroy it. "Go
to sleep," she said. "We'll decide what to do about you
later."
As her son carried the girl he'd raped and murdered from
the room, Josephine began to set the nursery to rights
again. She picked up the candle, scrubbed at the cooling
wax until she could see no trace.
She replaced the fireplace poker and, using the ruin of
Abby's robe, wiped up the splatters of blood. She did it
all efficiently, turning her mind away from what had caused
the damage to the room, keeping it firmly fixed on what
needed to be done to save her son.
When she was certain all was as it should be, she
unlocked the door again, left her now-sleeping grandchild
alone.
In the morning, she would fire the nursemaid for
dereliction of duty. She would have her out of Manet Hall
before Lucian returned to find his wife missing.
The girl had brought it on herself, Josephine thought.
No good ever came from trying to rise above your station in
life. There was an order to things, and a reason for that
order. If the girl hadn't bewitched Lucian-for surely there
was some local witchery involved-she would still be alive.
The family had suffered enough scandal. The elopement.
Oh, the embarrassment of it! Of having to hold your head
high when your firstborn son ran off with a penniless,
barefoot female who'd grown up in a shack in the swamp.
Then the sour taste of the pretense that followed. It
was essential to save face, even after such a blow. And
hadn't she done all that could be done to see that creature
was dressed as befitted the family Manet?
Silk purses, sow's ears, she thought. What good were
Paris fashions when the girl had only to open her mouth and
sound of the swamp? For pity's sake, she'd been a servant.
Josephine stepped into the bedroom, shut the door at her
back, and stared at the bed where her son's dead wife lay
staring up at the blue silk canopy.
Now, she thought, Abigail Rouse was simply a problem to
be solved.
Julian huddled in a chair, his head in his hands. "Stop
screaming," he muttered. "Stop the screaming."
Josephine marched to him, clamped her hands on his
shoulders. "Do you want them to come for you?" she
demanded. "Do you want to drag the family through disgrace?
To be hanged like a common thief?"
"It wasn't my fault. She enticed me. Then she attacked
me. Look. Look." He turned his head. "See how she clawed my
face?"
"Yes." For a moment, just for a moment, Josephine
wavered. The heart inside the symbol she'd become reared up
in protest against the horror of the act all women fear.
Whatever she was, she'd loved Lucian. Whatever she was,
she'd been raped and murdered within feet of her own
child's crib.
Julian forced her, struck her, defiled her. Killed her.
Drunk and mad, he'd killed his brother's wife. God's
pity.
Then she shoved it viciously aside.
The girl was dead. Her son was not.
"You bought a prostitute tonight. Don't turn away from
me," she snapped. "I'm not ignorant of the things men do.
Did you buy a woman?"
"Yes, Mama."
She nodded briskly. "Then it was the whore who scratched
you, should anyone have the temerity to ask. You were never
in the nursery tonight." She cupped his face in her hands
to keep his eyes level with hers. And her fingers dug into
his cheeks as she spoke in low, clear tones. "What reason
would you have to go there? You went out, for drink and
women and, having your fill of both, came home and went to
bed. Is that clear?"
"But, how will we explain-"
"We'll have nothing to explain. I've told you what you
did tonight. Repeat it."
"I-I went into town." He licked his lips. Swallowed. "I
drank, then I went to a brothel. I came home and went to
bed."
"That's right. That's right." She stroked his scored
cheek. "Now we're going to pack some of her things-some
clothes, some jewelry. We'll do it quickly, as she did it
quickly when she decided to run off with a man she'd been
seeing in secret. A man who might very well be the father
of that child upstairs."
"What man?"
Josephine let out a long sigh. He was the child of her
heart, but she often despaired of his brain. "Never mind,
Julian. You know nothing of it. Here." She went to the
chifforobe, chose a long black velvet cloak. "Wrap her in
this. Hurry. Do it!" she said in a tone that had him
getting to his feet.
His stomach pitched, and his hands trembled, but he
wrapped the body in velvet as best he could while his
mother stuffed things in a hatbox and a train case.
In her rush she dropped a brooch of gold wings with a
small enameled watch dangling from it. The toe of her
slipper struck it so that it skittered into a corner.
"We'll take her into the swamp. We'll have to go on
foot, and quickly. There are some old paving bricks in the
garden shed. We can weigh her down with them."
And the gators, she thought, the gators and fish would
do the rest.
"Even if she's found, it's away from here. The man she
ran away with killed her." She dabbed her face with the
handkerchief in the pocket of her robe, smoothed a hand
over her long, gilded braid. "That's what people will
believe if she's found. We need to get her away from here,
away from Manet Hall. Quickly."
She was beginning to feel a little mad herself.
There was moonlight. She told herself there was
moonlight because fate understood what she was doing, and
why. She could hear her son's rapid breathing, and the
sounds of the night. The frogs, the insects, the night
birds all merging together into one thick note.
It was the end of a century, the beginning of the new.
She would rid herself of this aberration to her world and
start this new century, this new era, clean and strong.
There was a chill in the air, made raw with wet. But she
felt hot, almost burning hot as she trudged away from the
house, laden with the bags she'd packed and weighed down.
The muscles of her arms, of her legs, protested, but she
marched like a soldier.
Once, just once, she thought she felt a brush against
her cheek, like the breath of a ghost. The spirit of a dead
girl who trailed beside her, accusing, damning, cursing her
for eternity.
Fear only made her stronger.
"Here." She stopped and peered out over the water. "Lay
her down."
Julian obeyed, then rose quickly, turned his back,
covered his face with his hands. "I can't do this. Mama, I
can't. I'm sick. Sick."
He tumbled toward the water, retching, weeping.
Useless boy, she thought, mildly annoyed. Men could
never handle a crisis. It took a woman, the cold blood and
clear mind of a female.
Josephine opened the cloak, laid bricks over the body.
Sweat began to pour down her face, but she approached the
grisly task as she would any other. With ruthless
efficiency. She took the rope out of the hatbox, carefully
tied hanks around the cloaked body, top, bottom, middle.
Using another, she looped the line through the handles of
the luggage, knotted it tight.
She glanced over now to see Julian watching her, his
face white as bone. "You'll have to help. I can't get her
into the water alone. She's too heavy now."
"I was drunk."
"That's correct, Julian. You were drunk. Now you're
sober enough to deal with the consequences. Help me get her
into the water."
He felt his legs buckle and give with each step, like a
puppet's. The body slid into the water almost soundlessly.
There was a quiet plop, a kind of gurgle, then it was gone.
Ripples spread on the surface, shimmered in the moonlight,
then smoothed away again.
"She's out of our lives," Josephine stated
calmly. "Soon, she'll be like those ripples. Like she never
was. See that you clean your boots thoroughly, Julian.
Don't give them to a servant."
She slid her arm through his, smiled, though her smile
was just a little wild. "We need to get back, get some
rest. Tomorrow's a very busy day."
–Reprinted from Midnight Bayou by Nora Roberts by
permission of G. P. Putnam's Sons, a member of Penguin
Putnam Inc. Copyright © 2001, Nora Roberts. All rights
reserved. This excerpt, or any parts thereof, may not be
reproduced in any form without permission.
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